Toh Wen Qi (:
and thats what i like about you















Date: Sunday, May 15, 2011
Time: 1:30 AM
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Im sorry but i have to make this post .
People say. You don't know what you've got until it's gone.

Recently, i browsed through our messages, our pictures.
It's funny how we used to talk everyday, webcam-ed, messaged.
And suddenly, we just . Never talk anymore .
It hurts, so badly ..

I don't know the reason why.
The day after i got back from Taiwan.
Cold shoulders . And after a day or two, completely ignored. By You.

I don't know why you left me hanging there.
Perhaps i would never get to know about it.
Perhaps we would not even communicate at all.

We used to be each other's entertainer, being there for one another.
You even asked me to go to your house to play one day.
You even asked me to cook for you . I offered. And we agreed.
You said you can't wait to try the food i cook.

Whatever things around me, automatically. I think of you.
Tell me why. Tell me how, you can let go of me. So easily.
MSN, Webcam, Message, THAT show, Maple, CO, Your school,
whenever my knee hurts,
apple, swimming pool, skipping,
twitter, facebook, aphrodite, etc...


You inspired me. To do my best . In every performance .
You may not realise. But you became part of my life.
But , you left me dangling there.

And i realised, i am not important to you anymore..
What's hurting the most. Is that. You probably forgotton me completely.
You probably forgotton what we've been through.

Why do i care when you don't ?
Perhaps i've became the irritating one . Sorry.
Arh i can't take it anymore .
My tears are running dry.
You probably would not even see this.
Or even if you did, you would not feel anything.

It goes to show how much i care.
Anyway. Your gift is still in my cupboard.
Although it's not a big gift.
I'll be awaiting the day.
When you finally realise.
That i am beside you, all along.

Iloveyou. I really do.
What have i done? It's hard to accept the fact.
I'll have to digest slowly then...
I must be the dumbest girl ever.

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